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This journal isn't really friends only anymore.
Do not steal my photos, do not promote rating communities, and feel free to add me if you'd like- I try to add everyone back. If you want me to add you back just drop a comment here telling me you've added me.
I mostly use this journal for communities though. I never update anymore.
http://makeupbyericka.blogspot.com/
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My other websites are listed in here ^ if you are interested in adding me else where, I'm not very active online anymore aside from what is listed.
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[Sep. 8th, 2010|02:55 am] |
Screencaps I compiled of all the anonymous hate I got over about a year on myspace, back in those days~ aka just a year or so ago. I meant to make this post longgggg ago but just never got around to it, so here we go......and yes, these were worth screencapping.
I'm going to be completely honest, that was the first truthbox I recieved about my weight and yes it did hurt me. I cried actually, no idea who left it, I'm assuming(hate to but....) that it was someone that has seen me in real life. Either way.....here I am.....65 pounds less and continuing to lose.
Don't get me wrong though, that truthbox was the only one that actually hurt haha. I didn't get more about my weight for months, only this one, and the ones I'd get in the future were MUCH harsher. I was deluded and didn't want to believe I had gained so much weight, I didn't look in the mirror when I changed clothes, I avoided noticing how much fatter my face looked. When I had read this I was still in that fat girl indenial phase, but once I recieved more hate for my weight, that was already after having lost 20-30-40 pounds, at that point it's like DUH I'M FAT, why do you think my ass is losing weight?!?! haha.
I think most people who left me these genuinely thought they bother me just cause I respond via bulletin. No, I responded cause what else was I gonna do online? what was the purpose of having this truthbox thing if I'm gonna get so many of them per-day and not bother to reply? It was over whelming at first ya know? I always knew "lurkers" and these freaks online that added me everywhere but never spoke to me, had SOMETHING to say to me. I just never knew it'd get as crazy as it did. I mean I KNOW people dislike me, life's tough, get a helmet. But just yea, wow, it was....insanity haha. I very much enjoyed it.
I recently, like just last week, removed my formspring. For good this time I believe, if I'm to bring it back I'll have it set so that only logged in user's may leave me anything. I just feel like things have changed for me lately, and anonymous things just don't amuse me much anymore, it's become boring. Many things online have become boring for me as of late. I used to have so many websites I'd check all the time, places I'd lurk and now I just don't.....I prefer to do things in privacy now without worrying about who is going to be judging me wrongly for a "140 character tweet" I may post, ya know? Eh, it's age.....I figure, happens to all of us. When I was younger, coming online and bullshitting on myspace was fun! and now myspace is sooo dead. I'm not a fan of facebook, I got over twitter after awhile and removed my 300 something followers, deleted my 1000 something tweets, I do enjoy tumblr but even that as of late is becoming such a drama shithole.....ugh.
No peace online unless you only post for yourself, meaning for YOURSELF. Or do things anonymously hah. It is what it is, happens to everyone(well, it should). I'll always use the internet I'm sure, for socializing and networking, but the anonymous immature bullshit, the stupid little things that were so time consuming but fun? yea, meh.
Anyways, tonnnnnnns of screencaps in this post, you have been warned!
Shitwad.
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